kitto mata aeru, nsf.

To him whom I love, You've been loved for years-- For today 31st December It turns to be 9 years. To him whom I love, We've been good friends back then-- For that day I maybe I made mistake-- I never realized yet I know, You stop greet me with that smile- I long. Sweet. I remember and will always remember, Vividly. The day my heart bloomed. Like a garden of magic flowers- You congratulate me. Thank you, For I felt loved. To him whom I love, If only you know- How content I was, When you said, "happy birthday Fatini. May Allah ease everything for you :)" Thank you, For the day I felt loved. Aye, little things, precious. priceless. For a girl of endless love. you whom I love, kitto mata aeru. A/N; may we meet again, you. This may be the last I wrote about you. A/N; never last xx

🖤 really, I wanted to stop loving you.  I want to erase all my memories of you. I don't want to see you with this feeling-- feeling to have you  -kitto.

samar-samar aku melalui jalan ini syukur ada tali teguh di sepanjang perjalananku--Tawakkal. jatuh, tersungkur, lemah, usahlah dilayan-- aku bangkit juga. apalah yang mahu dikeluh, perjalanan ini-- perjalanan ilmu. ilmu mengangkat darjat. ilmu membentuk akhlak. Ilmu membuka mata, melihat kebesaranNya. aku tak mampu meramal hari esok-- aku hanya perlu teruskan berjalan. Jangan ditanya "kenapa tidak berlari?" Kerana aku tak mahu terlepas-- setiap kecantikan dan hikmah sepanjang perjalanan ini. Sikit-sikit-- hikmahnya mula terlihat. Allahumma baariklana (Ya Allah, kurniakan keberkatan ke atas kami!)