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Is it okay to feel lonely?  there is a time when I feel so lonely. I am alone and lonely. It is not that I do not have friends, but they seem so far from me. Often I said to myself that it is normal. I have to be strong and learn to be independent. Pinterest

         credit portrait: Pinterest    In this world full of cheaters, backstabbers and losers, Having someone who  genuinely loves you and cares for you is a blessing  - The Unshared Feelings - - - - Whenever you feel like the whole world distance you, whenever you feel like feeling lonely, hear me, you have you. The one who always with you; no matter what the situation is. that he or she; never once left you alone. hear me, he loves you. she loves you.  hear me, he loves you. she loves you.  - Kitto

Current song : Come with me | shine the light - Chicago typewriter 'The Power of Trust', the topic itself brings me a chill feeling inside as if it holds a mysterious power. Trust. It got me to a time when I was at my lowest. I was 18 years young back then and the only female practicum leader in my lecture. It unfortunately happened. I was volunteering to assist the lecturer and turn out everyone voted for me for the position. It was a great experience though. Lively. Lovely. Very.  'I was at my lowest.'   You may think this thing is not much but I failed my chemistry exam years ago. Imagining myself as a practicum leader, I was really embarrassed and down. The guilty feelings running through my vein gave me the electrical impulse of nervousness. But, no one knows. Yes, not even my best friend knows the failure story, the failure journey but a man. My lecturer - Mr. Wong.  From a girl's side, I will say Mr. Wong is a center of attraction on camp...

current jam  : Time Walk - Boni Pueri ~ Chicago Typewriter pernah tak rasa.. Penat nak cakap pasal cinta. Penat nak tahu pasal cinta. Penat nak tahu pasal manusia. Huh, sudahlah. Aku penat. "Sebab ini semua sementara." Terngiang-ngiang suara tu. Ya. Aku tahu. Aku cuma nak cakap, aku penat tu je. Walau apapun, aku masih waras. Kau dengan aku pun hidup atas dasar cinta. Cinta-Nya. Bukan sementara, tapi selamanya.. Walaupun kita di bawah langit yang sama Kau dan aku terlalu jauh. Kini aku percaya, takdir tidak pernah bawa kita bersama. Ada sedikit benci, marah dan kecewa mengiringi. Namun, itu bukan salah kau. Aku pergi. Tolong. Jangan muncul lagi.