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Monolog #25 - Si pemalas

Dia dianggap pemalas, Kerana dia tidak memasak Katanya "cuti ni, dia tu tak memasak langsung!" Tapi, Bila dia memasak-- Tiada siapa yang jamah. Si pemalas juga yang habiskan. "Tak sedap ke?" Detik hati si pemalas. "Sedap je. Tak tumpah garam pun." Memilih. Manusia memang suka memilih. Dan menghakimi. Apa-apalah. Si pemalas sudah murka. Malas mahu melayan kerenah manusia. Biar si pemalas ini dengan ruang dan masanya sendiri.

If I Let You Go

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Day after day  Time passed away  And I just can't get you off my mind . There is this one man whom I like until to this day. Sometimes, I ask myself either I 'like' or I 'love' him. I couldn't answer. And sometimes I ask myself, why do I like him so much? I tried to give up but I couldn't. Not even an answer. Am I like him for no reason?  I hear myself say, Why can't this feeling just fade away   To this man, whom I love.  I still, still don't have courage to stand in front of you telling that 'I am here for you. I want to be with you. Your happiness, your sadness I want it to be mine too.' For some reason, I have faith that God has planned extremely beautiful journey for us.  I am shy to ask, I am proud to lose.  But sooner or later I gotta choose. And once again I'm thinking the about Taking the easy way out To this man whom I love,  Whatever your decision is later, my respect is yours. Your happin...

❤️

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I pray for beautiful heart.

Monolog #24 - perang dalam

Perang dalam Hati berkata-kata Ada yang membentak Ada juga yang lembut memujuk Badan jadi lemah Penat Hilang mood Jadi mahu bersendiri Datang orang yang tidak mahu memahami Marah2 Bising Jadi hilang senyum Bibir tiada daya untuk ukir senyuman Aku hormat dia Mungkin hormat aku masih belum cukup untuk dia Aku penat Buat ku fikir juga Dia pun penat Tapi kenapa Kenapa aku selalu dahulukan orang lain sebelum aku sendiri At the end Aku rasa orang pijak aku balik Naive sangat ke aku ni Tuhan, aku keliru Aku rindukanMu.

Late night thoughts #1

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I'm am here on my bed, Staring to the ceiling of my room, Perhaps I can see the late-night skies, I wonder tonight; How is the sky? are there blinking stars?- Or just lonely plain skies? And here I am on my bed, Thinking how to have courage How to be ambitious again? 0048am, Kitto .

Dear soul, you are not alone

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Is it okay to feel lonely?  there is a time when I feel so lonely. I am alone and lonely. It is not that I do not have friends, but they seem so far from me. Often I said to myself that it is normal. I have to be strong and learn to be independent. Pinterest

A kind of blessing

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         credit portrait: Pinterest    In this world full of cheaters, backstabbers and losers, Having someone who  genuinely loves you and cares for you is a blessing  - The Unshared Feelings - - - - Whenever you feel like the whole world distance you, whenever you feel like feeling lonely, hear me, you have you. The one who always with you; no matter what the situation is. that he or she; never once left you alone. hear me, he loves you. she loves you.  hear me, he loves you. she loves you.  - Kitto