Monolog #10 - Semuanya aku yang pilih

tenanglah tenang,
masanya akan tiba
tenanglah tenang,
apakah yang engkau risaukan sekali
tataplah saat ini--
tika engkau masih terbang bebas
tanpa ikatan benang amanah-
berat.

jagalah jaga,
satu ketul daging merah darah
bila-bila dia kan hirang
dek kau yang api-apikan

jagalah jaga,
mahkota di kepala--
kan dia terjatuh bukan dek angin
tapi kerana engkau yang dingin-
egois.

sabarlah sabar,
inilah jalan Dia--
terjatuh boleh bangkit
terserah-
engkau yang pilih.

~kitto 15.10.18

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