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2020.

I am one of many who once believe 2020 is so distant to reach, but today, hey it is here. 01.01.2020. Ten years ago, I was only 12 years old, competing for better grades for primary school exams. Today, after that ten years, I am 22 years old young-adult still, competing for good grades in university. You see, are there any changes after the decade? 

As for me, I would answer YES. Now, I see life with wide perspectives. I can view and differentiate what is good, what is bad in life. I can make my own decision. I have the right to decide my own path in life. I have realized the purpose of life, planning my life journey and all. I spend more time for myself, reflecting and renew my intention daily. My journey through the decade 2010 to 2019 taught me many things, experiences, and moments that I believe have shaped me into who I am today. How about you? 

Phase after phase, you and I have been through a lot. I am proud of you to be here today. Look at yourself, you have made this far through ups and downs.. and so many events in our life. And.. yes, to more challenges in life that may surprise me and you, let's welcome them with strong determination. Let's once again, say we will survive on this new battlefield! 

Forgive the fault in your past. Do not ever forget. Bring it as it will be the reminder for you that you need to repent. Embrace the reality, live the present, and promise to yourself that you are now striving and shaping the better you. 

Believe in the power of belief. Give trust to yourself. 2020 will be a year with a lot of self-love, self-respect, self-motivation, and be true to yourself. 

let's do this. 2020, I am ready.

Day 1 of 365, 
N.S.F

Spread peace and love to the world, okay? 💖





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